help!! 911 help!! XD

I wonder if there is a good college in Medan, but I guess there are really no good choices here.. I now prefer taking Accounting to Management.. Even though I has yet to master it, It's time learned everything seriously.. I need really a hard work.. ck ck ck.. I love English too, that's why I am afraid of decreasing my English when I start focusing only in business things.. I need to find a college that is using English for the conversation and prioritizing English.. I think in Medan there are ONLY IT n B and Cendana.. aaaaaaaaa.. a difficult choice.. I can't choose.. zzzzzz.. Actually, I wanna go to university; for example, USU ( if in Medan), STAN ( In Jakarta, this is really a good choice for accounting ), UGM, UI, so on.. but I think I can't pick one of those because I need to work.. zzzzzzz.. I am not a girl that was born in a happy wealthy family.. I need to work.. and if you go to University, you can't get a job because there is no certain time to be on college.. It depends on the lecturer..


My boring life begins.. I really get confused.. zzzzzzz.. What should I do?

huhuhuhu..



Anyone that read my blog. if you know the answer, please give a comment..




Jessica