Jumat, 26 November 2010
Selasa, 23 November 2010
Vision

I always get myself listened to Where Is The Love when I am using Notebook.. Dunno why.. but I love such songs.. Humanity songs.. For other instance; We Are The World, Heal The World and so on.. I love social things.. I've ever thought to be one of the peace maker.. haha (^_^)V you may laugh at me, it's okay.. I've ever thought that I wanna be there where I can do something useful for others like helping those disaster's victims, poverty, famine..

OOPS.. Dun get drowned too deep.. I am just telling ya a dream.. Yeah.. A dream of mine.. Actually It's not really like a dream.. It's a vision and I am still doing the progress..
I ask myself, do ya really dream of something like this? Do you can carry something like this? Do you have the universal heart that care of not only your own needs but also the world and the people? If you haven't had those kind of things, You can't carry out this vision and it will be really a dream..
OOPS.. Dun worry.. I know that I haven't truly been someone like that.. but it isn't the reason that I give up out of hand.. I just wanna let myself learn how to be a person that is full of compassion, affection, consciousness, and wisdom..

Though it is not that easy, I am gonna fight with myself to obtain what I am dreaming on..
I'll be that person dude!!
Alright it is a little story of today.. Good Night Universe :D
Senin, 22 November 2010
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Senin, 15 November 2010

Oh Cinta.. Aku ingin merasakan apa itu cinta..
Cinta yang diidamkan setiap insan..
Tetapi cintaku..
Telah aku lihat.. bahwa kamu tidak lah membawa kebahagiaan yang kuidamkan..
Oh Cintaku..
Marilah hidup bersama dalam langkah kakiku..
menari dalam cinta yang tidak mengenal diri..
Cinta yang belum sepenuhnya kupahami..
Cinta yang begitu memanjakan mataku..
Tetapi belum merasuki cara ku menari dalam langkah langkah hidupku..
Aku ingin merasakan cinta itu tumbuh seperti matahari..
Terus berkobar dalam cinta dan tidak pernah mengenal padam..
Tapi Cinta.. Aku ingin kamu berbeda..
Bukan cinta seperti yang mereka puja yang ku cari..
namun, aku hanya ingin mencairkan kebekuan es ini..
Terlalu dingin menyelinap dalam hari dan bulan..
Aku ingin merasakan kedamaian yang menamakan cintamu..
Aku ingin menari dalam indah yang kau kenakan..
dan juga ku inginkan menjadi seperti saudaramu, matahari, yang menyinari setiap insan lainnya dengan cintaku yang mengenal hanya kedamaian di dalamnya..
Selasa, 09 November 2010
Life

Tomorrow will be no test.. Really it relieves myself for one night.. Haha.. Actually I got another tasks for Thursday.. but I don't wanna mind myself each day with lots of things to do.. I wanna be relax.. (^~^)
Well, I dunno what virtually I wanna say.. I am just typing whatever comes along.. (>.<) Ouyah, I gotta tell ya this.. umm.. Do ya believe in fortune teller? I am not really.. You know, I've ever asked for my future prediction.. Yeah.. I dunno why.. She said I am gonna have a nice life.. She was telling me too much.. I om often affected by that forecast.. I feel my life become so boring.. Yeah I admit her forecast point my life to be lucky.. ( Some of the present prediction is true, That's why I can trust her a little bit ) but it seems to be something wrong..

Sometimes I think, Can I live alone? I mean I don't really like a 'marriage'.. Can I do everything as I like? I don't wanna be bound with lots relations.. I wanna be free.. I love doing all freely.. Honestly, I am practicing to be mindful and I wanna get myself used to live without attachment..
I am thinking, Perhaps I can be happier if I am alone.. I hate to be attached in someone or something.. It seems to be crazy.. Hardly did I found someone could love others with love only.. Most people love each other because they wanna possess that person! It'll give much pain.. Really!
Stop doing that buddy.. Possessing will always gain much much much sadness, pain, and lots unpredictable things.. trust me :)
but can I make my wish come true? That's why I am confused.. I don't convince.. (@.@)O
Jumat, 05 November 2010
Affection :)
Hi..
It's been few weeks I didn't sign up, did I? Lots stories passed by and gimme some lessons.. I learn everything.. Though I am still confused with some mysteries.. Haha yeah I call it mystery, for I haven't got the answer.. (--') My question is,

How to love? I mean, it is a love for everyone.. I wanna love everybody! Sounds crazy >.< I really do.. I've been questioning this matter for such a long time.. I wish I could love everyone.. or should we call it affection? yeah.. Affection is closer to what I mean.. I tried but it failed.. I dun wanna lie to myself.. I really miss the point of giving affection..
According to me, doing good things is easier than sparking affection.. hmm.. (@.@)m
If anyone has ever succeeded in doing that, temme OKAY :D
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