Nature and my life

I'd like to be free..

Someday I wanna live in a peaceful place with green view, blue sky and wind blow my soul..

I really enjoyed the time when I was sitting in front of my house..

The rain was about falling from the sky..

The clouds were dark color..

Wind blew my hair..


I was sitting with my niece..

She was sharing about her stories with her friend..

I got listen to her and enjoyed the atmosphere so much..



I didn't care if anyone looked at me..

sometimes I closed my eyes and really enjoying the time..

I was still sitting and enjoying the cool air with every single of my breath..


I looked up and saw a beautiful sky, although it was dark gray, I wished I could stop the time..



and let me fly to the sky, live up there and get my freedom..







Hahahaaaa I am a lil crazy, but this is what I felt..



That is why I love nature things...



* but I'm very afraid of INSECTS. I'll scream if they are getting around me.. >.<
I really am.. "Nature Yes but please NO insects around me "huehue..


nature must be back !OYAHHH.... heyyy STOP illegal logging, deforesting, also try to enjoy the nature.. It's beautiful.. trust me ^...^

MY daily LIFE

I got a lot of stories behind my present day..


It'll be either happy or sad feeling in each of them..



I am not expecting to get all happy days since all I get wonderful lessons from my sad experiences.. just let it be..

If sad days are coming, I'll welcome it to my days and attempt to make it better than keep complaining..


I do complain about some things indeed, but I try to be mindful and get it away from my mind..
the point is just to think positively...


One Year One Year One Year and I will be near to my "exit" door.. hoohohoho..




JOkaa Jess has to be mindful, patient, good and happy !!



I'll try my best in daily life..




May All Being Happy.

Sadness

huff....

why this feeling suddenly keep remaining even if I against it..
I lost a feeling that I used to hate so much..
I'm so sad..

I hope everything would be alright..
I am now listening to Buddhist song..
It helps me much better..

I can't tell anyone about this feeling, but I really hope there'll be someone that I can share my feeling to..

fiuhhh......
I'm so sorry if I've made mistakes..
I really do..


I can't say much more..
Amitofo.. I wish everything could be just ok..
May He/She be happy..
May He/She be mindful..
Sadhu Sadhu Sadhu..

28th May and 5th June are the important day...!

Tomorrow is VESAK day..

HAPPY VESAK DAY buddies......!!!



I wish i could have a chance to attend Vesak Day celebration this year..
^______________^
is it any celebration tomorrow ?
where ?
I don't know because I usually go to Temple on Sunday, and this Sunday I have my exam discussion therefore I'm looking for tomorrow..
I want to have Visudhi this year, but if I had no chance, I'd be sure to have it next year..

Tomorrow really is a happy speacial day..

and once again, HAPPY VESAK DAY !!!!


hmm...
by the way.......
5th June is getting closer, I have News Reading competition on that day..
I'm so nervous and not confident enough but actually I am so excited..
It's so challenging ^____^ ahahahah

it's just a little problem left..
I want someone to tell me the right way when I pronounce it wrong and if my intonation is either right or wrong when I practice reading..
WHO'S GONNA HELP ME ??
haizzzzzz I'm worrying too much..
but after all, I HAVE TO MAKE UP MY MIND..
I do the best and let the judges score my reading..
No need worrying to much Jesssss..

everything will be alright..
Wish Me Luck !!!! ^__^

About Jessica

Hellooooo..
it's my first blog.. haaha finally it's done! I made it for several times and got error results ! haiyaaa how stupid I am..

First of all, I'm gonna tell ya about myself.. hoho >.<

I'm jessica..
17 years old..
I love EATING !! especially spicy one ! ^______^
I love listening to musics like Jazz, Buddhist songs, R'NB, Pop, whatever as long as it's fit to me..
I am cheerful and like to make friends..
Sometimes I am childish, but I do think and act like a grown-up person when the time is meant to be.. *weird huh? hahahh..
hmm..
about my daily life is something unique...
I used to be worse than who I am now, it was when things were gettin' worse and worse..
Life turned 360degree..
I learn a lot of things for these difficulties..
If things never changed, I would never be who I am..
*it's a long story-----


I am BUDDHIST
hmm.. I'm learning Dhamma from everything I get in my daily life..
I'm proud of being a Buddhist
and thanks BUDDHA for Your teaching..

it's enough for my little biodata..



Be Happy ^__^