Jumat, 10 Juni 2011

Wishing



I need more
to describe the losing puzzle
merely got no answer
intuition fades
gloomy covers my mind
I am a bit of scare
like a bird with no wing
that tells how much the fear is
wishing I could count on my own
losing the bound that bind my strength
wishing I could count on my own
living the life that I have
Aiming to fly up higher and higher
with my own wings
wishing I could on my own


Jessica

Kamis, 09 Juni 2011

Devil and Angel



I live with sins and virtues
no wonder why I stand in the middle
I am half devil
but a part of angel
no matter I am not the entire one
I am neither devil nor angel
but I am a part of which
I learn the value of purity
the darkness of sorrow
not to cling to one
for still I am not destined to be one


Jessica

Sabtu, 16 April 2011

Senin udah ujian UN.. Seremnyaa >.< Semoga "I could give my best.."

Sehabis 4 hari ujian, me and bestiess plan going to cinema @Sun.. hihihi..

am looking forward the D dayyyyyyy xD

It was so loooonggggg ago I didn't hang out.. Full schedule *esehhh*!!

ayo, sekarang belajar belajaarrrrrr.......... JIAYOU :D

Minggu, 10 April 2011

Wishes before 2012 xD


2012 rumor or real? who knows? Let's make wishes come true before the rumor itself does come true :D


First, I wanna go to any so-natural-original places :D like Bali, India and any places related to nature and spiritualism.

Second, I wanna deepen my self-learning about spiritualism.

Third, I wanna discard all my mama's burden and give her happiness.

Fourth, I wanna live around places that I've mentioned.

The last one, I want freedom and peace :D

Sabtu, 09 April 2011



Hey dear,

Aku belajar tentang bagaimana menakjubkan semesta ini. Dari berbagai pengalaman yang ku jalani, I am damn thankful to who or what that has inspired me, lightened up my mind, supported when I need a shoulder, loved me who I am, taught me, and so on. I even couldn't say a word. What I could say is only my deepest thank.

Now I prefer everything related to purity heart than any physical appearance that looks like a fake self. When you want to be just yourself, your heart will be so original just like who you are. A purity heart will only be found on an original self that appreciate and be grateful of who they are.

Oh dear, peace is nowhere but in your deepest heart, you might get lost in a greedy heart to own all sort of negative passions. but in the end, you won't get it, because this world never could satisfy a unsatisfied heart.

Be grateful always..
Dance on your life steps.
Be happy..
and ignite your light..

Lavvv this song! Ignite the light in you :D

FIREWORK - KATY PERRY

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that there's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Katy Perry Firework lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/katy-perry-firework-lyrics.html

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe-awe-awe"


Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe-awe-awe

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom