Life

Tomorrow will be no test.. Really it relieves myself for one night.. Haha.. Actually I got another tasks for Thursday.. but I don't wanna mind myself each day with lots of things to do.. I wanna be relax.. (^~^)

Well, I dunno what virtually I wanna say.. I am just typing whatever comes along.. (>.<) Ouyah, I gotta tell ya this.. umm.. Do ya believe in fortune teller? I am not really.. You know, I've ever asked for my future prediction.. Yeah.. I dunno why.. She said I am gonna have a nice life.. She was telling me too much.. I om often affected by that forecast.. I feel my life become so boring.. Yeah I admit her forecast point my life to be lucky.. ( Some of the present prediction is true, That's why I can trust her a little bit ) but it seems to be something wrong..


Sometimes I think, Can I live alone? I mean I don't really like a 'marriage'.. Can I do everything as I like? I don't wanna be bound with lots relations.. I wanna be free.. I love doing all freely.. Honestly, I am practicing to be mindful and I wanna get myself used to live without attachment..


I am thinking, Perhaps I can be happier if I am alone.. I hate to be attached in someone or something.. It seems to be crazy.. Hardly did I found someone could love others with love only.. Most people love each other because they wanna possess that person! It'll give much pain.. Really!


Stop doing that buddy.. Possessing will always gain much much much sadness, pain, and lots unpredictable things.. trust me :)


but can I make my wish come true? That's why I am confused.. I don't convince.. (@.@)O