DESTINY??

Diary..

I am sick of him.. really sucks!! ugh.. I am pity of your life!! GRRRRRRRR..
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you don't know everything, or YOU DON"T WANNA KNOW EVERYTHING?????????
I am not saying I am a very good person because I admit that everyone makes mistake..
and YOU??? huyyy.. You even don't care of your fault..!! moreover, your answer seems to be that this is all a DESTINY!! I don't believe in DESTINY!! There is no a straight and obvious way of our life..!
You can change everything if you want!!! do it with your effort!! No one or NOTHING in THIS WORLD is being managed by SOMEBODY!
If there is really SOMEBODY that give a life path, That creature must be so unfair!
Let's imagine if you were born in Africa with poverty and hunger around you.. and you were the one of the unlucky baby.. YOU are GONNA DIE THERE.. even thousands of babies and infants even a grown up people died of hunger! IS IT A DESTINY????????? IS IT FAIR to live a suffering life until you die??????
If you say it's their karma.. I can understand it..
And how about my life? is it a karma????
Yes! I am absolutely certain of it..
but can we change it? I believe in my problem there is still a little hope if HE wants to live in the reality and stop dreaming..
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what a broken life!!!!!!!
I'm done to believe that you are gonna change!
I really don't get what is in your mind?????
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH..

YOU'RE DEFINITELY FUNNY.. ooooo..!!