Dear Diary,
Hello.. We meet again.. First of all, What am I gonna write today? hmm.. Let's begin with my little story.. It's meditation.. Do you know Diary.. I managed to do meditation regularly before I get to sleep everyday.. I did it! haha.. It's a little satisfaction of mine.. I used to always expect if I could get myself meditate routinely.. As the present, I succeed managing myself.. ahaha quite surprising when I did it without feel sleepy and bored.. Time flows very fast while I thought that I could get bored easily in sitting without moving and keep concentrating to my object.. When the first time I can't do it properly.. I used to be scared of ghosts imagination inside my mind.. haha what a fool.. >.<
As time goes by, I begin to feel something different.. It's my personality.. It changes a lot.. The most I feel is I become more patient than usually, and I am not getting mad quickly, also I feel more balance in my emotion and calm than usually..
Yesterday, I was having meditation at ITBC, Cemara Asri.. I read parrita, meditated, and listened to the Bhante's talking..
Having meditation about one hour in a quiet and dark room was actually perfect in doing meditation.. but my leg was having a little "pins and needles" because lately I seldom go to temple and I kneeled a few minutes for reading parrita..
Hmm.. It seems that I have finished my little story for today..
Yeahh.. See ya again Diary :)
Jessica
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