Hey my lovely listener..

It's been a long time I stopped using English.. U G H I really need a change.. Sir. Harkiman scolded us for ignoring his learning methods.. Yes, I was not really concerned on what you've expected us to do sir.. I do need a great strives to convert into a fluent English speaker.. I'm gonna take some little conversation with my sister by using English, watch the film assignment seriously, and pay more attention when I have to..

Next, HEY! I miss writing and typing also having chit chat with you.. I always wanna find someone that absolutely have the same way of thinking, but I just found a few.. So, I spare more time to do it with you, because I can spit everything out when a strange mysterious thought pops up in my mind at any moment (^-^) also I can say whatever I wanna spew :D

Err dear.. I am so afraid, I haven't found that missing link.. I know it's useless to ask anyone to figure out what actually hide inside my own.. I just need someone to calm me down.. It's odd but I keep thinking how if I will not get what I've seeking for, when I have to leave my present consciousness.. :(



I'm afraid of losing my way.. My sister told me, It's okay.. Everyone will find the answer in the end..
Yes, it's so much true.. I am worrying to much.. :')




Universe..
I was born from you..
I am breathing and seeking for your truth..
I will die with your last gift..

Give me your light..
To brighten my road is my only wish..
It's too tiring to be trapped repeatedly..

Let me out from the unstoppable conditioned circulation..


I wanna be nothing.....


Nothing....

Nowhere......

Merge with the universe...




_/\_ Guide me with Love and Light