sick since Friday.. I've never been like this before. ahaha usually I'll be recovered in about 1 day night.. This time really killed my spirit and I missed my little plan.. Last Saturday I actually wanna go to Brastagi and spent my weekend, unfortunately I was sick..
Today I was being so crazy and not be able to control my emotion.. I was so mad.. damn it.. You know who I am talking about.. * is the fucking shit.. Sorry for being rude in my words.. YES! I really damned insane now.. Lemme tell ya, * neva changes his attitude.. like a monster and ******.. I am really fed up!! You'll see that I and my beloved one are going to leave you behind.. There is no way.. You act like nothing is happening.. even you can complain for your own fault! Forgot to tell ya, that I was quarreling with * last Sunday.. I didn't begin the war, but * did! I would not scold him if * didn't say such a disgusting word! and today I did it again, for * was still doing the same terrible thing!
( I've postponed my meditation since few weeks ago, for a little problem)
now, I really need meditation..
* ( is the one who I am talking about)
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