I found that everyone wanna be happy.. but why some of them keep hurting others..

hmm I am so fed up with his deeds.. He isn't like a human being.. It's his body only , but not his thought, behavior, and mind.. Why should I live with such a nasty one.. I am dying.. DYING!!!!! I am paying my Karma.. hahahah!!!! no problem.. see.. I am more mature than I used to be.. Sometimes I need sharing my sadness to someone that I think is good enough and dependable, but I am afraid of annoying and bothering others time.. I am afraid if they tell my story to others.. I am afraid if they underestimate my life, ugh!! Am I thinking too much?? haaa I dunno.. T__T I wanna cry!!! bbuttttttt NO!!!! I MUST NOT BE SO WEAK.. I am not a loser such that nasty guy!! See!! I bet that you will live with nothing and be alone in the rest of your life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel like killing someone!!!!! I can't control myself =_____=




HELPPPPPP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!