Here it comes 2011.. Thank you 2010, you let me learn a lot of things.. Let me be awake and live my life mindfully.. I don't know why.. I feel like crying when I am trying to look back my life.. From my childhood till who I am.. I never thought everything will change just in a glance.. haha.. Life is really unpredictable..

I really feel like crying :')

I ain't blame no one.. Sometimes I just feel pity of myself err kinda feel inferior.. But I am back to strengthen by saying " Hey! This problem is nothing to ya Jess! Oh come on.... You need to be mature if you love y'r mother.. " :D

Yeah sometimes it is tired of being like this.. sometimes you just wanna call someone to lend his shoulder to cry, ears to listen and eyes to convince you that everything will be okay..

2011...

This is another tough year.. This year start from tomorrow, I'll be crazy in schedule my time.. Hahaa I look like a superstar..

I got extra class for preparing UAN at school, 3 days in a week for my course, I am going to teach my another new students at Madong Lubis and also at my own home.. :( I ain't think about it.. It really makes me feel crazy.. I have to work for myself because I can't count on him anymore.. I even can't imagine how I can schedule my time.. It is too miserable.. I do have to study harder for my last year at Sutomo and Winfield.. V_V

Mother Earth, please give me new spirit and guide me with your shoulder, ears and eyes :'(