BLAME on me! I scarcely understand why I can be so weak.. I know he hurt me, hurt 'em.. He does everything egoistically.. Now, he's in sorrow, everyone hates him.. but he still hasn't opened his eyes and looked the reality.. and I am pity of his ignorance.. everyday I keep this feeling myself.. I put no brave to tell anyone.. I can't do anything.. I hate this feeling terribly!
I'm anxious lately.. feelin so uncomfortable both at school and home.. I really lost my spirit.. :'(
I'm worrying if that decision is made, I really will be so depressed.. :'(I can't face it..
I'm weak!
Oh Buddha.. I seldom want to pray for asking something.. I know this is all about kamma.. I know you have nothing to do with my fate.. I am not asking you to arrange a new better impossible fate for me.. I just wanna your light shines my dim path.. I really need to see everything clearly.. and please give him light to wake up from his ignorance.. I couldn't bear if he keeps doing the wrong thing.. hufff.. That's all Buddha.. Saddhu.. Saddhu.. Saddhu.. _/\_
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