Hey....

I'm so full..

just finished up my pop mie.. hahaha

I put couple of cabe rawit..

It tasted spicy and YUMMY..

hahah..


Diary.. you missed a lot of stories from mine..

I even forget what I'm gonna write..


hmm...


but you know Diary..


I'm wondering about Death..


it must be a scary word..


hahaa Yes It Is !!!


also, I do believe in reincarnation..


so, sometimes I think that how can we be so scared of death..


Honestly am I scared..


but let's think if reincarnation does exist, we must ever die even billion times before..



but we are still scared..



basicly, People do not mind Death if they got what they wanted to get..


I am basicly supposed to be like that..


but what I want is peace..


I want I'll find something that makes me peace..


I hope I could get that fast..




hmmm....




I can't explain what peace it is..



but it is definitely a peace in Buddha's teaching..



I wanna make a progress in my mind..


as fast as I could..



because it is a sentence reminds me all the time..

kita tidak memiliki bekal dalam perjalanan, jadi mengapa kita selalu menunggu ( berleha2, malas2an dan berpikir masih ada hari esok )

ayo.....





semangat Jessica...


and always be Mindful jessica..!
it'll help you a lot..!

^^